I am here

Well i got so moved by reading a previous blog, so i decided to make one. Hello world you may refer to me as Panda. It is my nickname and i really hope no one finds me and gets all my info or something similar. Anyways, allow me to explain myself to you all. I am a teenager at the age of 15, i am male, i was not sure whether to say my real gender and age, or just spill it(because lying is so much fun these days). I want to try to make this interesting, but for now i will probably just explain my childhood up until now. One of the earliest memories i have as a child was, having dreams, i always had weird dreams. One dream that always seemed to haunt me was the train dream. There was this large train and people i knew would move these blocks(most likely to make a road), and there was this mean instructor that would yell at us and make the dream have an angry tone, it was a very odd dream but last year i stopped having the dream, it was very odd. Of course around older ages, like 10 or 11, i would have the occasional, "girl that i think is cute" dream. Like most boys at the age, i was getting slightly interested in girls my age, and then at this age i discovered something, so pure, something so perfect. Something that would change the world, something that shape the person i am the today, the internet. Yes low and behold the very digital realm i am in now, the internet, as most child my age, and probably today are doing, is rushing their childhood, more and more everyday we are becoming dependent on technology, its so true its scary. I rushed my childhood and one website made it all happen, Newgrounds. This site had just been created, and i learned new things everyday as i was being to exposed to what was funny, and what was just crude. Let me tell you now, at this age of 10/11, you might have wondered, what about the childhood before that. Honestly i cannot tell you a lot. I dont actually remember a lot of my childhood before the internet, it was very lonely, for i lived with my grandparents, because my mom let them raise me i guess now because she couldn't raise me(she later on then had two other children), which brings me to the fact that didnt grow up with them, remember that, i dont have that bond that most brothers and sisters do with their siblings, my grandparents raised me(or in my context told me what was right and wrong when i did something right or wrong), theres really not much to say about my childhood, accept to say that it was very lonely and i didnt end up having my first friends till 1st grade. Ah i have seem to lost track of time, well thank you for all the people that read this useless crap, ill try to explain more, questions are always nice, thanks for your time ill return soon.